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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
::: Im old :::
wahz....long and tiring day......Mon, finally a bit of life returned to hall. Feel the presence of more living souls....hahah but now im the living dead....lol
woke up super early tis morning at abt 8 plus which is so not mi........wanted to go support bro for his gold-star survival test at Queenstown Swimming Complex. But before i even reach Boon Lay MRT, mummy called to say no need go liaoz cos he fail is 100m timing liaoz...
haix wasted trip....wasted sleep.... well, can't blamm larz...he's oni Pri 4...can reach tis standard not bad liaoz...
so i wasted some fare( adult fare is seriously not cheap ok!) decided to walk arnd JurongPoint although not mani shops were opened yet, Heeez~ saw tis Puma sneakers which is pink and purple, quite nice~!*haRk*hArk* (Santa Hint hint) Oh well, so aimless, can't even eat breakfast since i alreadi ate before i left hall....
Went for swimming training (on my own at Queenstown, how dumb), tried to accomplish to Nick's standard, but oni manage to complete 40 laps of freestyle and 60 laps of breaststroke. Followed by a few laps of sprinting....No joke kaez...Im old liaoz....almost died...the sprinting felt more like letting the water drift mi along.... The team ended never train in sch 2dae cos the pool was closed. wth! wasted training!
Back to hall took a short rest(and realli short)....Went wif Fred to go support our Hall VBall match against Hall8. Hehe~ We Won! Well done Hall 12!!! 5pm, went straight to games room to train Carrom. Haha~ i noe nuts abt it larz...can't shoot properly for nuts. Luckily got tis guy teach mi(Still dunno his name)....haha after a bit bit of training...not too bad ...finally can shoot some in liaoz...haha...Stupid Greg and Edwin laugh at mi say i cannot play darts cos im too short~ ARGH!
6pm, supposed to go for basketball training but i decided not too~ blarz~
7pm, came back changed into shoes and head down to NIE straight for netball training. No lights at first, so being the night-blindness rat, I can't realli figure out where the ball is. Was brutally abused by the mosquitoes there...wads new......wahz....realli old liaoz....i feel so slow and not active....im juz so lazy to run and jump, feel veri 笨重 suddenly...haix......put mi as reserve baz~
12am - Softball briefing, to learn how to play....interesting game, quite look forward to really trying it out during training 2mr =)
D&D doing singpost canvassing. Stupid Weiming ask mi wait for them to play Mahjong at 3am. Bloody hell, come back play on their own. Could have gone to sleep early manz......
2mr Softball training at 10am, followed by swimming wif Ailing and Cyndi, then Bball friendly wif Hall 9 followed by scrabble training, then head to Esplanade to meet William, Kelvin and Thomas theyall for dinner, muahaha~ Dunno whether to go for cheerleading training notz....
Wed Bball Match followed by Softball match against Hall 14,Welfare Duty also, followed by Carrom Training followed by meeting the council people for dinner then to Zouk....wahahaha~ So Exciting!!!
I hope I'll still be alive. Just in case im too tired to blog animore, the above are my itenary for the next two days. Bet im missing lots of other stuff that I can't remember at the moment......
::__. eXquisTic . SoPhiStIcaTion____::
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Sunday, December 10, 2006
--- Recalling the past 1---
--- Recalling the past 1---
Ok...i dunno where to start blogging from again since i've stopped for so long...so mani things to write but so difficult to get them out....mayb im not so much of a expressive person after all....
ok flash back bit by bit....
Saturday/Friday (8th/ 9th Dec):
Spent most of the time at home wif my family...Trust mi, U'll realise how great it is after not being home for almost 2 months. Even if we did nothing particular together, being at home knowing wad daddy mummy ,bro and sis is doing is good enough. Being able to haf a simple meal together is so much of a blessing....Oh yar...i watched lots of shows too.....those tat I pirated from fredo during exam times and thoe VCDs tat i rented...
Oh yar...caught up on my sleep as well, more or less recovered from my exhaustion from exams and camp...so the rest of my effectiveness for this short hols shall b dependent on whether im lazi or not or whether my heart feels like doing it or not...
Oh yar...sorrie to those who tried to 'date' mi out this two days...I realli juz want to put family as piority...soon again ok~ next time~ i'll join u guys in all the fun again` ;)
Sunday- Thursday (3rd to 7th Dec)
Went for YVIP 06 as helper....my 6th yr in consecutive in this camp, but first time in a not so stressful role. I should say I seriously never tot i will come back to this camp again ever since after I end off YV05 which i screwed up totally. Somehow I tot I've put a fullstop to something which i always tot will b a passion for life. I wanted to totally disappear from SVC and take a good rest from all that had happened. If not bcos of Vick who ask mi come back and help and the little bit of twitch in mi to 'feel' in volunteering again...i seriously think i'll realli end my journey here....
I should say this year, as a helper, i dun feel as much impact that I have on people or wad the camp have on mi....but I wunt deny i see and learnt a lot and at the same time feel in a veri diff way...
As a helper, I seriously manage to step back and look at things differently. I see how the commitee supported each other through the camp, I see how Vick handles stuff and motivates everyone tru everything. I see how things can b tackled in diff ways...*Salute to Vick*
Also, another thing that made mi feel a lot abt was when i see everyone growing up. Somehow, I feel so happy and acheived when u see volunteers growing up. Im so glad to see everyone back. Daniel, used to think like he's so playful and stuff, but now look, he now handle the programme so well..... Tok to him and realise that he' no longer the little boy plays around but somewan which deep tots, somehow the topics that we tok abt now are so different. Well done Daniel! Jiayun and Siru! the small little girls...always so cute....I still can't help it but feel like they are the little girls i met two years ago......but now look at how they handle things ...They've grown up. Kok Wei and Meng Shyuan and Wayne, Hahah oni manage to know them like in last yr when we train Bishan Home for Captain's ball, then still felt like they are these grp of young boys who come and go for volunteering as and when they like. But now...they are totally diff.....all grown up and handle things so well...Haha...To the rest of the commitee and TFs as well~ Well done. ( I feel like im some old granny whos looking at things as a soul...haha)
Another thing not to forget was campfire nite, when all the 'old birds' come back. I can't help but to feel touched...looking at all the different batches whom i used to work wif, batches by batches grauate, go into army, come out, step into their diff phrases of life....I can't help to cry at how many lifes i've touched in the past few YVs and how mani friends I've made to let everyone rememebr every year about how YVIP once left a footprint in their lifes.
Somehow it rekindles my volunteering spirit again~ Like how can i let obstabcles question my passion for volunteering, how can i let ppl who are not genuine about volunteering to come into my life and shake my beliefs. I wish i can restart off my journey again~ This time i wan to take a different approach. A slower and more humble approach. ( Not oni for volunteering , but for my life in general).
Somewan used to say that volunteering is a marathon, now im at a veri tiring part of the journey, I hope i wunt give up. Hope to see smiles on faces that touch my heart again~
Same to the rest of my life, its time to stop and smell the flowers. To those who had stepped into my life and walked out of me again, Im gonna forget him to move on again~ Im gonna b as strong as ever....no matter how short my life will b.......
::__. eXquisTic . SoPhiStIcaTion____::
Sunday, December 10, 2006
